Starlight
Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
And hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
But I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold
The Runaway Girl
Tell me the difference between escape, running, runaway and hiding.
It's just not an easy question, neither an easy life...
I've been runaway from my own problem, for years...
And now, i don't know if this is really what i want...
Or am i just running away again...
I think i'm ready to run...
Only...
When do you think i will stop?
Or can i stop?
Can time stop me?
Or who can stop me?
For a while i'm so sure that this is where i can rest... forever
But now... my heart beating is not here again... or it's already runaway?
My heart beat leaving this cold body behind.
Never say never... never gonna stop running, never gonna running again...
Now i'm about to runaway again, i'm about to escape, about to hide my self away...
Til then until we meet again.
Brand doesn't matter... unlike size does matter!
The only reason i write this things down... is because the new rules, new chair i have, and sex life...
Lately... the hottest topic in my department is shoes... and tank top. Now... everyone can't be themselves. We have to hide ourselves beneath all the high heels, all the make up, and all the hot three pieces clothes. And all the men have to wear a tie... including the general affair department. I thought this office have become sort of escort agency... So nice... while we have to face deadline until 2am, we have a heavy make up and you can't feel your feet because of the stupid rules. She was inspired by The Devil Wears Prada movie i think. The situation is not much different. The only obvious one is, that "The original devil" act, talk and have the capability to buy such things, and she have a nice body size (pardon me!). And the "Devil's wannabe" who call herself pig in front of her colleague, and also don't have the capability to buy such high end branded things. Now that her jealousy is heavier than her wight, she summon the rules... so now... we're working with the devil.
Relax a bit... now i have new chair, after 6 months i have to sit on a really... not decent chair. The brown colour already change into black. And it's a lil bit shiny and greasy... u know what i'm talking about :D And the best thing is... u can hardly feel your ass after 1 hour straight sitting on that chair.
And... you are waiting for the sex life topic?? Who's sex life topic? Anyone... what?
Ah... so you have a good make out last night? Until someone breast is too sensitive to touch :P
And.. you... okay you don't have anything to said? Let it be your secret then...
And... yes you mam... oh no... no comment?? Okay... sex is not taboo these days mam, if you don't know.
And... me? Oh... let me see, i have a nice journey... no... can't call it sex... i think it's love. Yes call me naive... Yes it is... like the killers song "It was only a kiss... how did it end up like this" What... u asking me what's so special about it? Well... you can say i still can remember his perfume... or the way his lips touch mine... or the way he end it up... even after 1000 years. The kiss that feels like having sex, two become one. Do you have a name for that kind of kiss?...
And now... all i can do is just staring at my stupid sex jamu for men, and a brand new durex lubricants from one of my friend, which standing at top of my monitor. You can use it... but it won't enhancing your size honey!
The size you have is like the quality you have, u can't cover it or hide it or make it up with any brand you wear...
The first time advice
My first time travelling abroad...
Only remember few important things...
- Just keep relax until your flight is only 1 hour again and you haven't reach airport, and traffic jam is in front of you
- Find a good crazy driver to take you to airport!
- Make sure u don't drink anything... because when you late you have to run, and you don't have time to go to toilet...
- Make sure u have your pen, so you don't have to wait for another person to finish their card, and do it fast you're late!
- Make sure to tie all your small luggage with you, you might just left it behind.
- Try to be faster than TKI... they will try to hear your conversation, try to steal your queue line, just be barbaric when you have to face them!
- Find a decent seat with someone next to you already... it's a lot safer, than taking chance seat with a very cerewet emak-emak. 2 lagi!!!
- Make sure your guide friend not having food poison.
- Make sure you can convince anyone that you cartooned character visa is EXIST! and VALID!
- Make sure you got the right taxi driver... old chinese taxi driver will explain everything... but you can't hear their voice! And they will keep talking... just say okay okay....
- Make sure you never throw any receipt, anything!! Just keep everything in the small magic bag!
- And make sure... u don't say pantat at KL
- Make sure ur mind is good enough to remember where's seven eleven!
- Make sure you're not crazy... and impulsive
