No Regret
Once upon a time there's a moron who like to cry and cry and cry for what happen to her.
This moron also believe that somehow escape is a way.
This moron is so late to think that somehow...
This moron's future is already being planned gracefully.
This moron almost... lost something that really precious to her...
This moron also late to realize... how precious it is...
This moron said she have no regret...
This moron think, she have to wake up!
This moron will struggle.
Because this moron know... if she didn't struggle for it!
She will regret it!
She will regret it!
This moron will face whatever happen...
This moron believe it's the answer for her pray.
This moron hopes she will be strong enough.
Family gathering, relationship, and get married
Each person have it's own problem.
One of my friend will held engagement this week...
The other one, is getting married, after 6 years relationship...
The other one, know that he wants to married the girl, but there's something that hold him down.
The other one, getting old with platoonic love, escape through working, and still looking for shelter in her.
The other one have a young girlfriend... not mature, but at least he's happy for a while.
The other one, still trying to escape her ex boyfriend shadow with get as much as she can.
The other one, just realize how much she love him after he's far away.
The other one, keep saying to herself... there's nothing wrong with her.
While everytime... the family gathering comes...
Everyone got the same question...
When will you get a relationship?
Do you have a girlfriend?
Do you have a boyfriend?
When will you engage?
When will you get married?
Do you think you have any chance of get a relationship again?
And everyone have a different answer for this kind of question...
"Define relationship..."
"Whatever will be will be..."
"Come what may..."
And one of them just smile... while his mind driving him to his past time with someone he loved...
And one of them just smile... while her mind driving her to her past time with someone she loved...
Robbit The Rabbit
Hihihi... inspired from carita...
Okay the one i love lately is my stupid bunny name Robbit the Rabbit.
He's quite strange, he prefer briter bunny (rabbit's food) than vegetables.
And he also like mita's cappucino cookies a lot!!!
He likes chocolate too...
And now my goal is to make him "Robbit The Fat Rabbit"
He really likes to much on papers...
The vacuum cleaner box...
Munch on the shopping bag
Munch the food box that made of plastic... (they will last for 3 months only!!)
And also munch gita's thigh :P
If you touch his tails... and he's in the mood he will chase you...
And if he's really really starving don't even think to move his food box, he will make a noise that sounds like a dog.
And also the master of escapes...
First things he check when he made it... is my room...
Sneak... quietly... look if there's someone inside the room...
If yes... then he wil jump and rush go back.
And one day i came backk from office
Found him waiting behind the door...
Once again the escape rabbit...
Poo everywhere... munch anything...
And maybe... it's just my thought... he watch TV too :D
I love you Robbit!
What r u afraid of?
Today, after the break up...
After all the promise he made...
After all the words he spit but never came true
After all the blame to me...
He wants to meet me.
No idea where, and no idea what time.
As if i have no other life than just listen to all he said
And then hurting my self again
And end up lonely
I said no..
Keep escaping...
Keep disracting my mind
Keep my heart in the dark
And keep the feelings and breakdown all the habit i have for him!
And you don't seem to understand
Spitting the same words
Spitting the same old habit
Just to make me weaker...
Maybe you're right
Maybe all u said is not bullshit!
Maybe it's my own illusion
About how it's going to begin
And how it's end
And... i am afraid
I'm afraid of this feelings
The fear that i can't overcome
Cannot beat my self in this inferno
Somehow...
The end is the beginning is the end
